as time goes by...

I used to have lots of free time.
bukanlah terlalu banyak tapi sentiasa ada masa untuk yang itu.

I used to know what brand of speaker is best for my lappy, which version of software is good for this picture, or what's the latest game on earth.

I used to read a lot but now I don't seem to have the time anymore.
Novel The Kite Runner yang beli tahun lepas tu pun tak sentuh lagi okeh!
that's so not me.

Petang-petang, pusing-pusing sana-sini.
or weekends meredah jalan-jalan yang tak pernah lalu.
celah-celah kampung sana-sini.

Sekarang pun jalan-jalan juger, lebih dasat dan lebih jauh dari dulu.

tapi, ntah.
Memang la excited juger tapi tak terover excited macam waktu dulu.

zaman-zaman muda belia dahulu.

The feeling is like, you really really likes Barbie when you were young and berazam bila dah besar nanti, dah banyak duit, konon-kononnya mau beli sedozenlah benda itu.

Tapi sekarang bila dah besar, dah ada duit, tak teringin lansung dah pun.

macam satu peralihan zaman.

haish macam mana mau explain.

it's just different.
it's like now I see the world with different eyes, different angle.

gosh. perhaps I'm getting older.

It still feels like yesterday that I first jejakkan kaki kat MMU tuh when the truth is it's almost 10 years now...

the first time that I jejakkan kaki kat rumah Dahlia...

the bittersweetsour memories...

'remember Aida? lori Boy? Ina? Kandang? pakcik Ayam? etc etc...

ahaks.
tough.
but those were among the best days of my life ^ ^

man... how time flies!

Nothing to lose though.
I've enjoyed life to the fullest =p